Dawnings

letting go

By Nicholas Hooper

I held a bird in my hands
She was an old mother blackbird
who had become too tame
and flown into our sitting room
and, taking fright, had tried to fly
through the glass of a window

I captured her with gentle hands
and felt her soft quivering body
encased in my hold
not fighting, not struggling
but yearning, yearning to be free

I carried her out into the garden
and looked at the trees and the sky
and thought, ‘here is your freedom,
fly, fly mother bird to your family’

and as I spread my hands wide and let go,
I felt a surge of pure happiness
as unbounded the small brown bird
battered by life but full of hope
flew away and beyond my garden
into a future I would never see

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About Dawnings:
“Every morning at around 5am I get up and go down to my studio. After a short meditation I write down whatever is in my head, giving myself fifteen minutes to do so. Then moving over to the piano (or a more portable instrument like my Ukulele when I'm away), I improvise and record a piece of music inspired by whatever words I just wrote. It is a great way of keeping both my writing and my composing going and I call these small creations Dawnings. They are mostly unedited, like sketches, so that they keep that fresh feeling of an early morning discovery.”

— Nick Hooper